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Healing Birds

Catherine Moore

This is how Catherine Moore’s poem “Healing Birds” should have looked when it appeared in our Fall 2008 issue. Many apologies to Catherine for the goof-up.

 

a brave sleep        palliative        flat        slightly sick        day shining
up        the medical sky thick with leaves        worry
beads to usher in the forces that work to see
it goes on        instructed to let a lamp low
this was going to take the place of going to the park
or store        this was a simple palliative
when the separate fury

of my hope took over it was possible to repeat that
as a piece of theater        a shout like a mad doll of sand
it makes inside a kind of kind        clear violence
of the bead        only mush extracts from the head clay
hideous retablo on the walls of our hands        the belief in where
money will go                        backwaters of a big fork of water

explanations from government make a free hum from the highway
a plea to necessary        the ink an arm when it comes to winding
a place that wasn’t becoming or sitting outside on a lawn
and dressing up for it        the dismissal seems
to some a feeding instinct so as to make attention
toward it
a brave sleep

when the fat        far fight is over        when the mercenaries
have come back        we will stretch our hands        up
into the white sky        the door shifted slightly        a light
throbbed in the throat of the train                strawberries are a season
and depend on us        I did it at a photo of redbud
stenographers do it in hoods in court        yellow house
blue

house        cottonwood sluff caping the sidewalk        I hunch
in the shade of 4x4s        cool and sweet        we call things cool
and sweet        slimpod shooting star is a desert flower
neon is a color of kayak        I didn’t know how to apply
pray pressure        the prime cut was not laughing
as people or creatures rub off on each other
heartbroke synthetic

there’s a line and we’re always over it        but nothing kills you        I don’t
want to think about prom or be chatty        I would like the compulsive pets
to leave me alone                                the shallows that come when rinsing a cut
a child keeps calling        oh delphinium        yeah
her        slapdash grown and repeating        calling
a certain rare cloud like a rubber knuckle
the guy

in the tie-dyed shirt told me what Neptune meant
and why his position was either fucking with us or not        I
harbor pessimism about his project                           the tea sips
you said something so sighed through        all of us animals
last night and why a lizard ate me        the lizard
is not a humanitarian
you ask is it as fragile

as that?                                I say something so soft        add
greasy bangs all over the sheets        I must have forgotten
the intelligent questions for the ultima thule ski rack
when I got asked out by the mail-order bride        she
said something like a fire eater and then asked to display
her special effects
a sky bandaged with mustard        blue

clouds        a tooth measures sound tightly        a generalist
says his prayers as the train whistles and public spaces
drown in something like irises        deodorant-tinged dinner
jacket                    dust and a red ant                        mothers negotiate
with small sore thumbs                  let’s not flinch too much
when the yellow jacket’s wings brush our spines        we all

lead our cults across the valley        these are some dials for healing
birds and their ‘when-were-you-born?’s

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