[eye doctor wanted]
eye doctor wanted (at last) my cock
combined with four-
hand Mozart sonatas.
his tall Norwegian wife, caftan, in
bed with us for
novelistic complexity.
chocolate chips, raisins, cashews, in dish
daughtered up my three-
o’clock disappearance.
time to teach math, ninth graders—
outlaw bike-ride milk-
shake hill homo-reverie.
forehead coign-angle legatoing
me into world peace
treaty dissolver or solver.
magnet dream told in St. Louis to undo how
hinge-folds kill you
minus Samothrace appendage.
weather-cock, gaming his ass, I
said you’re gorgeous
to no inkling-avail.
like kindling tossing homo down
Grimm hill Lotte
Lenya aunt-lip fissure.
treacle damage me, then reverse the scar,
drop basted turkey
on Kissinger-foot, no
peace in “did they fuck?” speculation cramming
his memento mori pubes
backward to canker-Eden.
grail come back, scar no impediment,
gummed shame-salami
mispronounced, samizdat lice-poem.
tinkle the fairy ark-rope wizarding
stained cruelty-daughter
now regal aged Cassandra.
to cram him up, to celebrate him crammed,
to revise the cramming,
to call the cram cream.
how redux can you make East Germany,
duckie? I get plumbed
by rose-thorn, a Jekyll teething-ring.
[Flatiron realness minus]
Flatiron realness minus sexual panic
in your underpants
dreaming cookie-toddler.
spiked abalone alabaster dopamine in
suicide terror, gun
noose amyl nitrite.
saké her cockhead his bologna if
folk songs co-create
Western narco-reality.
our drug my drug our stomach our mis-
prision sweating karate
lessons for Pa-bonding.
thousand sex partners giggle to Sontag it,
Mercutio her, stigma
him—pox-Mary hal-
itosis alleluia.
pink phlegm-card severs DNA-helix, im-
petigo colonized, de-
cathected for diaper service.
sweat-a-holic Laura Mars basket-weaver in
art-therapy Paganini
spittle—reckon thy
pudding, pinkie in tapioca bosom; cancer-recovered
stalagmite-o-rama,
I ♥ NY Brick-impotence
(Paul Newman). nose in his pubes, Noémie
(Henry James) failed-artiste
his VD my Tod-relic.
Liebestod crackers w/ strawberry jam, ricotta,
charnel-rumors? arthritis
tenderloin, 3 a.m. snack.
body unpopular, gut a Mona Lisa cam-glimpse,
jack-off Chekhov cues
Victor/Victoria Weltschmerz-lees.
negative space witch-calculus, Ghirlandaio
teaching whip-widow
a lady collar cholera.
when Monet tinkles. FIY he intuits petrol-
optics, boner-schism when
chroma-spectrum unslackens
Jethro Tull—we played LP to lure
smashed-lip sibling-alter-
ego to drool upward, where
Lord might await stretchmark-Nacht.
[speedy fruit with bubbles]
Chez Butt,
angel blue sideways red
abstraction
_________
loving the legacy
I create as relaxed
Czar or lazar, not
Lazarus but fractured
metaphorical leper
_________
dislike of two stray
dead hairs cut
on page’s table
_________
my tie
is too expensive the song
says but you can’t
trust promiscuous lyrics
_________
June Havoc Berlioz—
June Havoc demarcates
Berlioz, June Havoc
is demarcated by Berlioz,
or a plus-size Berlioz
is ultra-demarcated by
a bunch of June
Havocs, a cold June Havoc
warming up a fell
Berlioz, a fallen Berlioz
in love (backwards
chronologically) with
a plush June Havoc
learning to long for
her own ruined habitat
in Berlioz’s eyes
_________
heavy humid Schiele
in mist, she rinses
Schiele shortly, June
Havoc grammatically
rinses Schiele shortly,
the gay department of
Thursday’s Schiele speaking
Italian to work-related
June Havoc, but specify
why June Havoc
_________
suddenly
who is June Havoc from
the narrator’s point of
view coming to ease
the blue stain
_________
he’s chill with June Havoc
alive in a role mis-
begotten on hold,
June Havoc whole and
flowery, a high or hiked
June, like June took a
long hike up Yosemite’s
tallest peak to try coming
alone up there novelistically
as what Berlioz took for granted—
_________
speedy fruit with bubbles—
underwater plants with
celestial details—
_________
who dominates? or does
no one dominate? and is
domination not the issue?
_________
reading Simone Weil,
wanting to find
the hurt, pocked portion
of being, afraid that
I possess a caved-in
plank that will open
a door onto incarnation,
or simply passage-
way through pleats immortally
strewn along now’s
highway—I’ll faint
while falling into elixir’s
or crime’s cosmic crevice—
_________
blue impaled
me in the nose—
my head an open
corridor or cement sluice
_________
seeing demolished Penn
Station from Jackie Onassis’s
presumed point of view
_________
Parker
Tyler next year I meant
Parker Posey overdetermining
Troy—
_________
dreamt I gave
myself a long blow job,
then my mouth stank of
penis, my own—
wondered if people would
smell it, and would they know
it was my own stink?
_________
to my brethren I address
this playlet
_________
snorting
supercilious heavy-breathing
gay guy browsing his Twitter—
_________
sempiternal
Corsican trek in hot
tight clothes then lying
down naked on beach
_________
unshaped carcass
continues unpaced
_________
red neon letters advertising
a defunct bathroom
_________
creating a vibe while pretending
not to possess a vibe,
Agamemnon hit on me
_________
tuché = “the encounter with the real”
_________
pregnant
lying-down sickroom shape
of water stains on tablecloth—
specter my sickness matches—
_________
to be greased and cradled,
underage unclaimed
waiting in a photographed
void to consider
repetition a friend
dwelling in corners disowned—your impersonal tone
_________
sequential
marks laid down,
obedient to language’s
stacking decree—words
must be stacked,
parts arranged and tabulated
_________
rhetoric, my fake Lowell
Apollonian Delmore
Schwartz side?
_________
please invent a more
forgiving regime of book—
_________
I said “snowfall-
as-erasure” in email
to handsome photographer—
afraid he’ll think I was
aiming to erase him
rather than trying to praise
the palpable erasures pop-
ulating his abstract tableaux—
