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EXCERPT FROM SEAL/WOMAN
Katie Schaag
an erasure of Ronald Lockley's novel Seal Woman (1974)
An undulant fantasy for fanciers of Wild (female) Things who make the heart sing even underwater, as does that of the narrator who pursues the smooth Pinnipedian form of Shian, the seal-woman...
VII. Seal-Woman
VIII. Song of the Sea
IX. Silence
VII. SEAL-WOMAN
this
strange story
the wilder
enemy
at night
height of summer
watching sea-birds
and seals
in some wild
ocean
the star-lit water
emerald slope magnificent cliffs,
wild empty
wind
difficult to imagine
our land map
lies somewhere
forming
enemy shores
an immense red
cliff,
seems impossible
the details emerge;
a confusion –
as if
this
empty
beach edge
softened with
flowering maritime plants
receives the shore
VIII. SONG OF THE SEA
I was seized by an ecstasy
trembling
mingling with
sounds of nature –
the figure of a young woman –
She disappeared
in full view
she
stared
she stopped singing
she vanished
I have given my heart to the sea
In the morning I woke
absorbed with her form
her song
a vivid dream
I could not
remember
IX. SILENCE
we were
men.
guttural cries of sea-birds softened
by our bow
within easy gunshot seals
in wonder
extraordinarily tame
my
own heart
this forgotten shore,
beauty of the sea, and cut
I had always longed
dreamed of in boyhood
a man
in a ruthless war
I had often
searched
drifting
This lonely shore
a wild creature
an indefinable sadness
edge of the ocean
shadows
in the fissures of rocks,
I was out of breath. I threw myself down
purple mist
velvet curtains
edges of darkening sea the massive horns
I forgot
and looking for signs
I closed my eyes
Katie Schaag is a multimedia writer and artist making work for the page, stage, gallery, screen, and social context. She is the author of the feminist erasure poetry chapbook The Infinite Woman (Greying Ghost 2021) and the interactive remix/erasure poetry web app The Infinite Woman (Angular 2019). A Postdoctoral Fellow at Georgia Tech with an English PhD from University of Wisconsin-Madison, she researches plasticity, performativity, digital poetics, queer femme aesthetics, and minoritarian conceptualisms. Her creative writing has been published by Yes Femmes, Sporklet, Oxeye Press, La Vague, Nat. Brut, Rabbit Catastrophe Press, Datableed, Requited Journal, Metatron, NightBlock, Imagined Theatres, Vector Press, Guttural, and Word For/Word. She performs and exhibits her artwork in galleries, museums, libraries, and theaters.
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